
This morning I drew myself, bed-head and all.
First I drew the one on the left – which I hate to show because it’s such a terrible drawing. I spent around 10 minutes on this one, focusing on each detail of my face – attempting to get proportions right – being real careful. At some point, the halfway decent artist in me realized that this was one of the worst drawings I’ve ever done. It is stiff and generic – proportions were way off – it looks nothing like me – there is no personality or gesture – I had no feeling of satisfaction after drawing it – terrible, just terrible. I was genuinely mad and my motivation to draw was fading. I decided to give it another try (drawing on the right) and this time I scribbled for maybe 2 minutes. I didn’t attempt to draw a literal translation of what I saw in the mirror – I hardly looked in the mirror at all. I just used what I knew of my face from the previous drawing and how I felt at the time. Now I see that the first attempt wasn’t a waste of time. It allowed me to identify what it lacked, what it had too much of and without it I wouldn’t have been able to make the better drawing.